I know that on my last post I promised updates, but I can't even begin to describe to you how crazy life around her has been. Between work, Chris' school, trying to take care of two kids...one of which has been teething for at least 3 months, church callings, house work and just trying to stay emotionally sane...I could scream!!! I can't remember the last time that I had a night that I didn't have a mound of papers to grade while at the same time having something that needs to be taken care of at home or an extra thing going on at school!! CrAzY is the only way to describe it! When I say that I go to bed at night around 12am and then get up at 5:45, I am not exaggerating.
This week has been quite an emotional roller-coaster for our family. On Monday, Chris took a HUGE test that determined his grade in his class (GENETICS)...side note, I am seriously contemplating only having 1 test to determine my students grades...do you know how much time that would save me??? Anyway...he keyed his test and got an 89%...that could quite possibly be the WORST score ever...1 question away from the A and way too good to really be a B. So needless to say he was super frustrated, and when Chris gets frustrated...lets just say, he doesn't sleep then he is tired and doesn't feel well and it is an endless circle of sadness. However, Wednesday, he got the actual test back, he had miss-keyed it and wahooo....he got a 90.67%!!!! An A!!!! So go Chris! YOU ROCK!!!
That is the only really good news...Wednesday, we also got Chris' schedule for rotations for his entire 3rd year. While it really is what we wanted, I am still completely depressed and when I say I am going to be a SINGLE MOM, it just cuz its going to feel like that. (Hope I didn't scare ya=)) In one year...Chris will be in Vegas for rotations from February 15 - June 25. I think that the most time that I have spent away from Chris was 3 days when I went wedding dress shopping and what a coincidence that was in February too! I am very nervous. I am a person that likes to get out and do stuff. I get depressed when I have to stay home all weekend long and now he is going to be gone for 18 weeks!! Really?
But now lets put the CHERRY on top of our fun week...on Wednesday I also found out that due to population growth at my school, Tracen can only stay at daycare through this year...heart drop and sink =( I lost it at that point and I think that was the hardest thing for me to deal with. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I wasn't prepared for that. We kinda had heard that it was a discussion but our hopes were that it wouldn't happen. So now, besides being $70,000 in debt, I am going to have to figure out where to take my little boy! I am nervous as heck....for a couple of reasons.
1.) He is so little and while I think preschool is good...all-day is a little much for me to take in.
2.) I am SO SAD that him and Logan are going to be SEPARATED. I don't feel like it is right!
3.) Money...Money...Money...always sunny...in a RICH MAN's WORLD!!!
So that is my week in a nutshell...an emotional roller coaster...just a bit. I wish that we could be done with school, but then my babies would be old and that doesn't sound fun either.
If anyone knows of good All-Day Pre-schools, let me know. My AMAZING MOM has graciously said that she will watch him 2 days a week...
That was a bit depressing, I'm sorry. I just like people to know what's going on with us and I am NOT GOOD at updating! On a positive note...Chris and I did get to attend the temple this Tuesday which was SOOO NICE!!! I love to be in the temple where the atmosphere is positive and I can get away from all the craziness of my life! The session that we attend was completely packed!!! It was amazing. They brought in as many chairs as would fit and it was wall to wall people! I have NEVER been to the temple when the attendance has been so good! It was great to see and I am glad that I was a part of it.
I hope all your weeks are going great! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!